For the wicked boasteth of his heart's desire, and blesseth the covetous, whom the LORD abhorreth. The wicked, through the pride of his countenance, will not seek after GOD: GOD is not in all his thoughts. His ways are always grievous; Thy judgments are far above out of his sight: as for all his enemies, he puffeth at them. He hath said in his heart, I shall not be moved: for I shall never be in adversity. (Psalms 10:3-6)
The wicked do not seek GOD, for they despise GOD, both in thought and in action. They may give lip-service to Him, and nay even claim His name, but they do not know Him. They are only full of themselves, and relying on themselves for salvation and, in ignorance and unbelief, only looking to this world, they do not seek after GOD or the things of GOD.
But, Jesus is not willing that anyone should perish, He takes no pleasure in the death of the wicked. He loves you and desires a covenant relationship with you that is real and personal. GOD draws all men unto Himself. GOD will save those that come to Him in faith and repent. GOD's judgment rests upon all who reject His Son, and the free gift of Salvation He offers.
All of us have a choice, we can be part of the household of faith, in relationship with Jesus Christ because of His love for us. Or, you can remain in your trespasses and sIn, under the condemnation of a Holy and Righteous Judge who has already declared you guilty, but in His love and mercy provided the only way you can receive His forgiveness and be restored to His fellowship. Your works and your religion will not provide it, and GOD has already rejected all that we do in ourselves as unworthy and wicked.
Don't ignore the warning of GOD to turn away from your sIn, lest you are destroyed. Come to GOD and believe His Word. Trust Him and receive Him by faith. Let Jesus give you a brand new life of discipleship and fellowship with Him that is abundant and everlasting, today.